Paula Isturiz's Daughter's Own Words

[gambit]

Nancy's sister's daughter - my niece - wrote this on her MySpace account, in a blog addressed to her mother; it made me choke up.
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mom


i miss you like crazy but i know that all you want is for me to be happy becuase i know it was hard for you to leave us but you deserve for the suffing to stop. you fought 4 1/2 long years. and you were strong and i know it was hard to keep faith but you didn't give up because you didn't wanna leave us but its good that you are happy. i'm sorry for maybe seeming selfish. but i'm trying to think of the positive things since your gone. like the things i can do.



R.I.P paula aline kent isturiz

i love you always and forever and in know you want me to be happy and you are in a better place. i am just so glad that i got to tell you i loved you before you left and even though you couldn't talk you told me i love you too somehow. and you blew me a kiss. and mama, i wanted you to know i got all a's on my progress report and i didn't get to tell you.



EVERYONE loves you

and i know God took you because you were so amazingly awsome and he was jealous. i put your favorite song on my profile and it will be there forever. i love you

i'm sorry i couldn't write more but you know everything i have to say. and that i love you. so good night

[Matl'e McDaniel]

Allen thank you for sharing that with us. Thise so dear to my heart after losing my brothers. I would trade my brothers any day for my mother. I can't begin to fathom what it would be like to lose my mother at such a young age. I will keep her heart and soul in my prayers week in and week out.

[gambit]

Thanks Matl'e!!!

[JD Slough]

Man Allen, why u gotta make me get all teary eyed at work. Seriously i have a friend who lost his mom in middle school and he actually found her in the morning when she just went to bed and never woke up. This is something I have seen someone cope with but could never fathom it myself. You and as well as Nancy;s family and all affected remain on my prayer list.

Take care,

JD